:S wth every1, how the hell have i changed i havent..i no i havent im the same person i used to be yhh i grown up abit cause i cant stay a child forever but seriously my personality asnt changed im still the same old bubbly hyper girl i've always been.

i dont see how im ruining our friendship yh im busy alot it not my fualt, i wanna be friends wth you and to be quite honest i'd love to still be bstfriends with u but your makin it hard, if u feel like u do then dont wait around for me on msn. Why.....WHY does our friendship have to end like this...

...Im gonna be busy more than i ever have been with goin on holiday, havin a bf, catching up with old friends, sorting my own life out, my job, and then college... so why is every1 trippin saying i've changed i really havent and you should know that!

I've tried my best to be on msn even now tht my laptops been fixed but im finishing sixform off tomorrow then goin away for a week the day after

and it wasnt fun seeing the guy tht nearlly raped me yesterday so yh,that made me feel like i was nothing specially when he stood there smirking at me! why dont you walk in my shoes for abit then maybe you'll relize how difficult it is...

maybe after the holiday i might just end up leaving Deviantart all together i just dont know